Please allow me to blurt my thoughts out. And this is in ultimate randomness so you might not understand anything here. I apologize as I’m about to burst and I think I’m almost at its peak. I’m falling into the abyss. I feel like I seriously need to take a very long vacation. A trip if I must. But I can’t. Too many restrictions, rules, limitations, boundaries, curfew – sheesh. Every road and option is a disaster-filled path. Should I just enclose myself in a dark, hollow box and wait for someone to open it and shed me some light? Or start doing things on my own and risk it all? Who am I kidding? I can’t please everyone, nor can I please just one. I guess it’s best to just stay away from everything so that I won’t risk anything. All options are wrong. Maybe I’ll just choose between the lesser evils. I don’t know. Am I confused? I don’t even know what seems to be the problem. I always blame the hormones, but are they really to blame? Let me just fade away…